One Thing I Know For Sure
Hello, dear friends!
In my last post I asked you, "Are you doing the best you can in life or is life doing the best it can with you?" It's only fair I should answer my own question and the answer is: I am doing the best I can in life. I have to admit it is easier when we let life do the best it can with us, but I have never taken the easy road, it's just not my nature. Boy, my life has been quite a roller coaster since my son's passing. You know, tomorrow will mark 15 months. The first year I felt like I was walking on sponges; I know it sounds weird, but that is how I felt. I did not know whether I was coming or going. I was desperate and sometimes even insane. It's a long, long road. One that has no end, yet we keep on living and learning to cope each day. It never gets better, you just live, that's all.
I try to keep myself extremely busy, it's the only way for me. My life has changed tremendously also after my grandchildren moved away. No more cupcakes for Girl Scouts meetings, no more planning their birthdays, no more school pick ups and hardly ever bake cookies just because. So I've had to adapt to too many things in a very short period of time. One thing I know for sure, and that is that my son is helping me put one foot in front of the other, there is just no other explanation. Our love and bond was too strong and that will for ever remain.
Just because I don't write as much does not mean I have lost my enthusiasm with my blog. I have changed, but my passion has not.
This is my last creation.
Airplane Birthday Cake
My love to all,